I had no idea why I accepted Ratna’s Bake Off Challenge.
When was the last time I dared myself to the kitchen?
Even though she’s giving me hope, I don’t think I could face it.
Zebras Oh My God! I’m finally baking without any guidance.

Worst, she is going to video-tape our bake off.
And we are auditioning for Hell’s Kitchen Season 45.
Literally, I mean HELL! RofLmao. ((:
So catch Dzikri VS. Ratna in a Bake Off Challenge.
This Tuesday on Channel 360.
Anyways, I had a wonderful dream ever.
To cut short, I had a girlfriend; [F] and a boyfriend; [Z].
And, these people are the most fucking gorgeous Malay duo I ever met. And tell me, who could possibly manage two relationships at one go? None, except me in my dream. Hahaha! ((:
And there is no fume of anger or envy between us because we understand one another. Sweet right? I know.

But I pretty much upset.
Because after all, this is just a fantasy dream of mine.
And my dreams hardly come true.
Out of many scenes, this is the one I clearly remembered.
It happened on [Z]’s 23rd Birthday where he really wanted to know my true sexuality. Furthermore, I was already engaged with [F] on that particular year.
Z: * He was hugging me tight; not wanting to let me go. *
Z: So dear, you’re really not gay?
D: * Giving a kiss on his cheeks. * (LoL. What the fuck?)
D: No, I’m not. But dear, it doesn’t mean that I don’t think you’re cute. It doesn’t mean I can’t be your boyfriend. And certainly, it doesn’t mean I can’t give you a kiss of your lifetime.
You bet. You guess it right.
He was given a kiss of his lifetime. And saying all those kinky words to a guy is just beyond my imagination!
In my dream, this is what he posted in his blog.
“If only every straight guy is like my dear, I would no longer live in fear. I would have held my head up high and face the world. Yesterday, I received the best birthday gift ever. A kiss from him. I could never ask anything more than that.
But dear wants me to find a real girlfriend. I can’t because right now, I am deeply in love with you dear.”
P/S: Let me emphasize; This is just a Dream! [^.^]
~ Mummy Thinks We Need An Oxygen Tank For Snorkelling! ~
Labels: A Fantasy Dream